No Big Deal

I was telling pea yesterday that I guess a part of why I’m alittle bonky .. is the irony(somewhat).. of how easy this breakup had been – I’ve always thought I knew the easiest and shakiest breakups came from broken relationships without God, people who weren’t Christians and were insecure everywhere..

Well. I’m not entirely right am I.. Gawd I just went through one.

No big deal. It shows I am human … I am vulnerable, I fall out of love, I get messed up,…… I am nothing without Jesus. What about you? :P

MX - one of my most “favouritest” friends since poly called me today.

MX: Hey, I’ll drop your wedding invitation in your mailbox. What’s your unit number? (I went for her ROM last year with Lionel)

Mel: XXXXX. Whee, I’m excited!

MX: Ok, bring lionel along ok.

Mel: Oh, we broke up already. You're getting married and I'm still breaking up. God bless! (She doesn’t know I’m going through a second one and somehow. I can’t find it in myself to explain. I find this amusing)

MX and Mel: LOL.

MX: Just anyhow bring someone along LAAAAAA. I got 2 seats for you.


For the first time in so many days, I actually. Really laughed. At myself . At my own its-no-big-deal.