Scented Candles and Incense Sticks

I'm almost choking . Yet strangely also,.. i'm enjoying the warmth and the lightly scented room.

It's funny, but I actually think everything that's happened has been positive for me.
It made me realise the patience i never imagined i could give, the sensitivity towards the other party, managing others' expectations, managing my reactions (to not fly off the handle at any little thing)......... and lastly.. a change in perspective.

Suffice to say it wasnt a fantastic night yesterday.
Suffice to say tho. I am a stayer. but the limit was well and passed.

Suffice to say Who has me, but Jesus.. who truely knows.



(all hate cannot be found; it refuses to be.
Whatever for? I am only thankful.
If you ask for patience, does God give you patience or put u in situations to develop patience?
The latter seems to work for me. and i cant agree more how a better person it has made me to be.)