i've pretty much done nothing today

i am sick, so so sick of singapore...
i dont want to stay here.
Depressing place. having a headache just staying here.

sometimes i feel like im doing everything myself.
and i feel like i should.



CHEER UP BITCH!
i enjoy talking to myself.

Nightmares:
i'm having many of late. Just last night, i woke up at 5am, thinking i lost a potted plant. i walked to the balcony only to find my sister's miserable aloe vera pot. i woke my mum up, ask her if she knew where my potted plant was. she thought i was crazy.
i woke up at 6am and 7am for no apparent reason; confused,.... distorted and thrashed.................. see? staying in singers and working your ass off in your company sucks the life outta u.



i need:
A BIRTHDAY WISH CHART
my birthday is coming you know?
yea, i am shameless....... but i love everything in the world. its easy to buy anything for me. These? are just a few of many favourite things :p


Dig this

i need love..... my head hurts; i need TLC....... i dont need the drs' cough syrup.. the GP's one so mild, im still coughing. and i hate coughing. i feel like knocking myself out.. into a semi-conscious state....... its painful to have all that emotions mixed in a big pot, in my heart.

trash out.