Leave if u hate me

thanks lily, for your concern.. filling me in on what you saw. i dont blame uuu, sorry if i sounded like a punk; my bad ok. i just want to let you know i didnt see the need to find out any of the person's act. i wont bother reading and visiting the blog.

i have gone past hating the person's guts; i dont fancy childishness. i dont want to push myself to where i shouldnt be. thank u all, for the constant cares and support; for standing by me always.

"didnt dare to talk face to face"--
thing is.... err.. why do i have to? i'm not the 1997 ah lian.
why do u think i lack guts to face u? why must i stoop to your level?
Isn't it water under the bridge already; why the bitterness?

if i choose to believe in what i do (and who i think), why must i justify it to u?
why cant i think what i want?
why.. do u care?
why care about me? i am nothing to u.

if u hate me, why are u still looking at me?
i have nothing to offer u.