subdued

i was taught to love
i love love
i love him
and i love him very much

i crumbled to dust
when it happened all so fast
i was to fall; it was hard to fall
and i learnt to cry i recall

i remember now
i still do
i want to see him; i still want to
i want to step closer; i want it to come true

is it love
or is it easy to go back first
is it the bad fall
maybe i dont want to lose thats all

i dont have to hide
i dont have to lie
i dont have to be strong
i can cry

maybe i dont love him like i think i do
i dont miss him like i think i do
i cant see whats going on, so come on
i dont love him like i think i do