27TH

just got back from a tanner's tan.
sunday tanning gets me tingly . it really does.
it was a cloudy tan tho.
and i oiled the entire car seat. Cripes.

ive got so much happening of late (got me messy, got me really tired but i refuse to panic.. at least i try. i know Jesus has made my days , He has called them blessed. i will reignnn and even on an evil day i will stand.)

i wish for a quiet day in.
of crossed legs and in your arms, reading a book.
oh did i mention how awesome author Belle de Jour is? she's like Hornby. and now, ive decided i like her more than Hornby.

25-Jan-08
Had a meet up with pea, fan, shas and alicia for a while, a good catchup if a little brief.
the only photo i have that shas tagged.
(i need a haircut.. the last was -gasps- "i dont even remm when")

attending fourth today.
rush, panic, bathe, no clothes to wear, better not be late again.
goofy kisses. MUAHH.

THE BOUNDLESS ENTHUSIASM OF THESE

Cast of characters in my life.
All softness, nuzzle and warmth.

tagged

18 Feb 08- ZOOK
How often do we zook together? we dont. we rarely do anyway. Missed fan and han, hope we do one full squad together next time.
And although ive stopped clubbing altogether (well, almost.), i keep getting asked back . and i keep doing it for love.

Note to self: never drink too much once again. and puke and take photos. i can never negotiate to look better in photos all red, misty eyed and rubbish hair. seriously. TAKE PHOTOS BEFORE ALCOHOL. no one will understand this better than i do anyway.

i think i've learnt my lesson.
IF YOU DRINK, DONT DRIVE.
friends, IF I DRINK, DONT SHOOT ME.

Note again: talk about crossing paths.. being a blessing and being blessed. i am thankful and uber glad for the people in my life. i wish i could see more of shawnie and pingb tho.

They be dope.

WHEN IT GETS BUSYY . REALLY BUSY.

13-Jan-08

Elmer the patchwork ellie

The Perfect BBQ/ Picnic Float Pool Party - This will be the float race (i'm planning!!)

I HATE TO ADMIT IT BUT IM SERIOUSLY IN A RUSHHHH....................................... BYEBYE.

BULLCRAP

Biding time is something i feel should only be done in jail.


a few good hours past, is one of my greatest improvements so far. for u.
and if u put friends, work and sleeping together.. u'll realise u cant find the effort to want to make me happy,. and i cant find it in myself to do your job.

so what is a better outlet than guns?

MY WEEKEND BOX.

i really love the weekend box.
because its easy on a weekday work week to be on a low ebb, to feel pensive, to feel alittle conflicted, chaotic., messed up .
and then realise, u're just making all that trash up. getting too poetic, too romantic. for attention.

why chase rainbows when u already have them?
Jesus gives me everything. and i am so Happy.. u know. i am nothing without Him. In Him i am and have everything.
This is my true happiness.

05-Jan
SOCCEROOS.
Investing in a good game.
Waiting for the manager to "Give our balls back!" That's 8 balls in total. Cheez.

06-Jan
DSLROne is not allowed to take photos in church. i did and did it with flash. which is like a double NO. IM SORRY.. but i couldnt resist this camero. It's 5D and toooo good to be true. Yes it is.

Ban Heng Restaurant





how was i to know my aunt would buy us dinner here?

It's a crack up! It really is.
JKN's dad had his birthday here too and gawd i was nearly sitting on the same seat. that would be an intentional deja vu.

HAHAHHA. oh and may i add i love my cousins i really do.

Night note:
What and how better to sum it up than Oversleeping and Soccersockers -- i love uuu.
I love matilda, massages, and cut-too-deep toe nails.
Morning was a nightmare tho,. thank God for warm toasty hugs. Blanketing me with your warmth (talk about perspiration!!)

In hindsight, the best sight perhaps. i can say, it was well worth it. =)

I MAY BE LATE..

BUT DO U SERIOUSLY THINK I CARE?


HAPPY NEW YEAR! BLESSED 2008!

JESUS, THANK YOU FOR 2007. AND THANK YOU DADDY.. FOR THE SUPERLY BLESSED 2008.




"all hearts".

JUST ONE PERSON

WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT?
u would know what would surprise me.


I WANT YOU TO WANT ME.

JUST ONE PERSON. You. make a new home to me. This is probably old news, but it isnt for me. i remember. and i remember it well.
I remember how happy i was. i was heart-on-sleeve but u were charming and the whole thing was just brillantly romantic.

go on, leave me breathless.