Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

MEL'S TUESDAY RECEIPE.

im sickers baba today.. a throbbing headache and an overcooked fever overnight.
i was drugged.
Think Painful meets Couldnt get out of bed and u'll pretty much get the picture.
i was so dizzzzed out, i half texted half slept my manager 3 times before i finally sent out a message.

im quite excited tho. to announce that pea also skipped work.

because we have been well behaved for a couple of months (since july after we promised never to take medical leave on the same day unless truely certified sickers), we decided its ok to be a little bit complacent. HAHHA.

so i replied pea.
For the uninitiated, Para means Paralyzed. not Para Para Sakura or Para Para Dance. whatever Para means. i am so done for in the morning sometimes, i have no idea who truely understands what i text and what they mean. Kudos to u if u can. =))


INSOMNIA.

i do not know when to quit. i always tell my drs the medicine i want; medicine that are more/ less unnecessary than what i need, cough syrup that taste better than it should, so. maybe thats why he couldnt care less giving me Insomnia pills. haha.

i can because i am well! perfectly healed in Jesus name!!!

RESTING AT OUR BEST


even in our most seriously saturated sleepy status, we meet for lunch.
A riot of colours and bursting energy. For all that i go through, i know u will always be here with me. ilu pea.

SATURDAY MASSIVE CHRISTMAS MAYHEM

much to everyone's delight, it is finally here.

friday night. the last "dance practice"

reminder: this is a company's event. somehow im hoping we dont look like lap dancers from a club HAHA.
the performance was good tho (if i say so myself). Good because i thoroughly enjoyed myself! some wrong steps maybe, pea tripping on wires, me removing the garland from the floor INCLUDED.

more photos when i get themmmmm. MUAH

MAIN DISH OF THE NIGHT. BIG LOVE.

CRM FIZZES AND EXPLODES IN YOUR FACE.

TEQUILA SHOTS. BLACK-CLAD ARISTOCRATIC CROWD.

JKN AND MELUpon getting called up to stage for the newspaper game, josiah kelvin's name came as "JO-SEAH KELVIN". heehee.
"Jo-seah" sounds very much like the mandarin for "sit down" . "ZHUO XIA!" HAHHHHAHHAHAHHAA. i am rolling on the floor now.

MEL, GERI AND PEA

MEL, EILEEN AND PEA

THE GIRLS AND THE MALE STRIPPER (oh ya. chris is behind too. like really BLACK CHRIS.) HAHAHA

i love pea. i hate my dress. of cos its ironic. tie me to the tree and i'll tell u the truth : i hate my dress. this kate moss dress from topshop. i have no idea how i had seriously wanted to buy it. But i did. so anyway. believe it or not, i won the BEST DRESSED FEMALE tonight.

and i didnt even catwalked. i just froggg legged the stage. JESUS LOVES ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes. we ended the party at BRIX. GAWD. the band is an awesomeness. when asked what drinks would u all like? i went "CHAMPAGNE CHAMPAGNE CHAMPAGNE." (no, not nagging. i just kept chanting.)
YAYYY! so many bottles of moet. =)))

can u two just stop getting on my nerves and make up already? see?. this makes phototaking so much easier =)

we? we dont quarrel. we just beat each other up and write hurtful poems in the rain. Emo kids.

SHIMA AND BENOIT

IQBAL AND GF

BOOBS TO PUMP UP THE HIGH VOLUME.



K I S S I N G To wrap up the night, we were either dancing nonstop or k-i-s-s-i-n-g nonstop. As what pea (inebriated or not) would say, ("WE ARE VERY LOVE."). Love indeed. Rebelliousness + MUAH MUAH = BIG BIG LOVE.

THAT DEFINES INTEREST.

MORE INTEREST. (ITS. KISS)

ALICK, THE NIGHT PARTY CREATURE WITH THE MOVES.

RECH AND RUEL.

A pretty sweet ending for the night ends off with everyone Wasted!
Believe it or not this rocks. How often do u get to see your colleagues let loose???

i end up not bathing,. in bed. and worst! i slept with "the hair".
Grose.

*Thank you for coming*

IS THIS REAL ENOUGH FOR U

u're too important to everyone
the way everyone is important to u
so i hide behind a smile
my tears break the light
but u cant tell
cos u cant see me.
anymore.

i watch the sky fly over me
raindrops hit me
silent tears i cant refuse
but i cant cry it away
u're too important to everyone
the way everyone is important to u

i saw me bleed
no, i must be dreaming
can i be who i want to be
can i pretend i cant see
can i be sick and make sense when i get better
can i be wrong. just once.
lie cold on the ground.
and be who i want to be.
Me.

(all my hate cannot be found.)

FITS LIKE A DREAM

It's like.
getting the 1 million hugs again.
this is called The Heart Collaboration.
created wonderfully. fitted exclusively.


CAN I WRAP THIS? i dont know how to read a boookkk without wrapping it cover up. i dont want to spoil it.
and say, let me finish this asap. Promise.

OF WELLIES WELLIES WELLIES

01-Dec-07
Deedee's BIRTHDAY!! she's 20 years old!!!!! she's a star. my star.


Multicoloured Holga
of cos im elated.
plus lily caught me red-handed.

WOOT. happy chappy.

WELLIES i saw these 3 weeks ago but they ran out of sizes. NOW I FOUND THEM ONLINE.

know whats the greatest thing? they come in PINK. Heavens.

WEEDEYE. IM DRUGGED.

ah, finally, mel's day with an amazing weedeye polaroid shot to boot. Oh. actually. no.. not mel's day.
i was commanded to go zook. no, i was not neon-coloured-glowstick-Ready Set Glo tonight but we still went anyway.
"champagne is my Kryptonite." u said.
i wanted to shout to them, "Drink responsibly!! i cant carry u all home!" but i realise im no better sometimes.
it's ok.
i got hugged 1 million times at velvet so its ok.