R E A D I N E S S

read·i·ness / Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[red-ee-nis] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation

–noun
1. the condition of being ready.
2. ready movement; promptness; quickness.
3. ready action; ease; facility.
4. willingness; inclination; cheerful consent: a readiness to help others.
5. a developmental stage at which a child has the capacity to receive instruction at a given level of difficulty or to engage in a particular activity.

[Origin: 1350–1400; ME redyness(e). See ready, -ness]
Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1)Based on the Random House Unabridged Dictionary, © Random House, Inc. 2006.



in a nutshell,

i slept at 7am sunday morning, woke up at 10, went for 2nd service, (despite shawnie boy's tease that i am "PROBABLY STILL IN BED" and that he'll go for 3rd but ends up at 2nd and not meeting me. ppfft. :p. Whats the point of being so nice to u shawn. BOO. HAHHA) came back, slept at 6pm, woke up at 1030pm. and am now happily online at 214am.

that explains why.

amidst all that expectations, weariness, crying boohoo-ness, readiness,. It was all Loveliness.

P/S ming came for service. THUMBS UP. haha.

NO ONE ELSE ALLOWED.

The street is ours and ours only to roam.
Complete with Loud Laughter and Impressive Shopping (NOT ME!), this is our undying love.

scream with us.

my sweetest sweetheart. the blood of me. i dont care who's who, who's what, how's what, how's where. i dont care. loads of love i have for her. one of the Best Things God made happen to my life. He gave me DeeDee .. and get this. she is really mine. HAHAHA.

you know, everyone was taking photos.

of cos we too.

SUPERMAN, LOOK AT THE STARS. LOOK HOW THEY SHINE FOR UUU.

im so tired.
forgot how tiring synchronised dancing is.
i get a bursting headache each time i stretch my body muscle. Gawd.

pingbbbbb met me for din din.
of cos im happy. but we both super beat up.. really ran out of steam.
just lugging our laptops around and eating for the sake of eating.

say, why Fish & Co. again?

im so dog-tired, i was done for just putting food in my mouth.

PINGB

GARLIC. *clapclap* DIG IT.

PINK DOLPHIN.

SUPERMAN

because u're a supergirl. because even though i love spiderman more than superman.., i love uuu. FCB.

Listen:
U're an angel Heaven sent to me
Love's gonna be here for u
U'll always be my baby

COLD AND CRYING; I MUST BE DREAMING.

Convince me that i've been sick forever

That tears can become ice and stab me now

And i bleed.

I HAVE LONG HAIR AGAIN.

am i too afraid to face my emotions?
is that why i choose to hide?

if its nothing. then why i am running away?

if the rest can face their feelings, why cant i?
if a song speaks how u feel, why not dare listen to it again?

PISS OFF. IM ONLY POLITE TO U. IM NOT NICE AND DONT EVER WANT TO BE. TO UUU.

if uuu were here with me, i promise i'll sleep in and skip work tmrw.




Ooh. so can do. i never get sick of this video.
How do i learn to dance this. except in heels.? TEACH ME.



i checked. MELISSA is not Hebrew, but GREEK for HONEY-BEE.

Time for a bedroom overhaul.

Quote: "Will you still love me if i do not bathe?"

Pea is out today and tomorrow. im so used to having her around i think i took her presence for granted. now i dont feel like going to work tmrw because i cant see her. she's mine........ i dont care if she's getting married. SHE IS MINE. haha

JESUS!! IM HALF BLOATED. EATING PINEAPPLE TMRW.

Be my horse forever. horse is a piggyride. so be my pig. SNORT. HHAAAHAHAHAHA

BEGUILING THE LONG NIGHT WITH A GOOD BOOK AND A GOOD ENTRY

PICS OF THE CREW AT WORK. AT RANDOM I FOUND THEM.
HOPE IT SMOOTHENS OUT THE KINKS OF YOUR WORK WEEK THIS WEEK.





THE REASON
for this title begins with me feeling all vexed up, like a lovedrug all tripped and dizzed.. It's not about expectations and how i/ you manage them. It's not.
Maybe my P is coming.
which is YAYYYYY but i guess P makes me whine, makes me needy of TLC, makes me a child, makes me wish i needn't a good book or blog entry to spend the "long" night away. (which explains the title now and the photos. which i cant be bothered to change or remove because they're not important anymore.)

after reading (_________), i was just lifted. really lifted.
thank you Jesus.

i had the intent to go off, to sound angry, to make pissed. to make meself feel better tonight with an angsty entry.
but it was never meant to happen. :p

i feel so blessed. like, you know. nothing is that great a deal anymore. anything everything can wait.
my P can wait all it wants. you can love me all you want, hate me all you want. i dont care.
i can be happy all i like because of Him. i'm really :)

i got swept off my feet.



Note:
hey sugar, i love u.

NO RULES. LOVE LIFE.

17-Nov-07
(because i decided i do bother)


A is for Andy

ICE CREAM PINGB. MY FAVE FLAVOUR.

Cradle baby

Edwin.

More sleepy than i realised.

As good as it gets.

THE PIER.

Dont they look like scarecrows along the road?

when i was 6, i used to pluck them and eat them honey off. i was young and hungry.

easy peasy.

NOT.

My PINGB ICE CREAM IS A TALENT. A GIFTED CHILD.

the day of the Art.

Infringing copyrights. if u see me, u cant totally see the art work. if u see the artwork, u cant really see me.

proves. its magic. you cant have both.

as long as u take a picture of an artwork, U ARE INFRINGING A COPYRIGHT. if you take a picture with it, you are ALSO INFRINGING A COPYRIGHT.

oh well.

Ignorance is also BLISS.

Angel Share. Cradle chairs again. we can be babies if we like.

Caged.

this is a LOMO SHOT. DONT THINK JUST SHOOT = WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL COLOURS.

she's a hot. whee, i wetted my pants.

im just a tranquil. free from greed, lust and men. HAHHHAHAHAHA

if i had a past life, i could well have been a photographer's best apprentice.

Suntanning beds.

Belle De Jour i found her books! not sure if this is potent enough to live up to her name but i promise i'll finish it this week. i ordered Book 1 too! YES. of late, i havent been reading because im lazy and fp is messing me up. No, im not kidding. HAHAHHHA. no, seriously.. i have this weird habit of only reading books that are wrapped-covered. once again, lazy is UGH.

PINGB - (Pingb, thank uuu for spending so much time with me. that we not just be a habitue of outdoor photography places, but of every single small little activity possible. Of the best things that has ever happened to me in the past 6 years, u are one of it. u know it.

break lose babyyy, from all that dirty lotus mess. As cliche as it sounds, i have to say. i dont care. i must say. U DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER. add that No One Can Resist You. Ever. Not even me :D

love u till the end of the world.)

Where everything starts, where it will all start again. You are coming back home to me.